Leah has crossed the rainbow bridge. It is really hard to write this and realize this is for real. My heart feels heavy and empty at the same time and I keep thinking she will walk up to me any minute and push her nose on the keyboard. But the stark reality is that I will have to wait for that to happen - I know we will meet someday; I know I will always feel her nose pushing the keys on my laptop as I type...it's just that I cannot see her. My sweet doll-face Leah princess! She taught us to be persistent and not to let a few set backs effect our zeal for life. She taught us that it was ok for a girl to eat a whole loaf of bread for a after dinner snack - I swear she said 'carbs make u happy mom so chill out'!!!! She taught us to believe in second chances and make the most of what we have NOW.
I will never forget the happy look on her face the day I picked her up from the pound. She smelled like she needed more than one bath to get the smell of the outdoors out of her, she looked like she was a bag of bones, her back legs could barely get her into the car....but she had a huge smile on her face when she saw me, and her tail would not stop wagging - the circle wag that told me she was happy to see me then and happy to see me every time after. I will always have that picture of her engraved in my head, not forgetting all the other great and happy memories she gave us for the few short months we had her. Yes she taught us a lot and she will be missed dearly. it's the cycle of life and we shall meet again.
Leah took a turn for the worse late last week, and it was downhill from there on. Her platelet count was 1/2 of the normal; her spleen 4-5 time normal and her protein count almost 2 times the normal. It was just a matter of time. We were still willing to take a chance and hope that her spunk and resilience would overcome her prognosis. But when she spent the whole night panting and uncomfortable - inspite of the morphine, and when she had drops of blood coming out of her mouth - the sad look in her eyes told me it was time to let her go. She wanted to be happy and pain free; She wanted to run the green meadows and rolling hills, and swim in the clear cold lakes and not feel any pain. I know she loved the ice cream cone she ate on her way to the vet, and she loved that Jedi stuck to her all night last night and all through the day today - though she would not let him eat her cottage cheese this morning...the definite growl of the no-nonsense female :) I hope and pray we did the right thing by her and helped her get to her happy place. I hope and pray we gave her a great life - even if her stay with us was short.
I know Leah would like to thank RAGOM for giving her a second chance at life. She would also want to thank her sponsors Stefanie & Scott Klein. She would give her vet Dr Silverstien and his team at the Heritage animal hospital a huge golden hug and kiss for taking such great care of her health and giving her the happy days she had with us.
May her Golden soul rest in peace!!!
Here are a few happy pics of Princess Leah from our memory bank.

Enjoying her personal pool

Nap time with Jedi

Sharing a few wise words

Time for a ride















