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Oh, it has been such an awful week. Our sweet, beloved Razzie left to wait for us at the Rainbow Bridge this past Tuesday, May 12th, 2009. Her health had been declining, but we had no idea she would be taken from us so soon. Razzie was diagnosed with masticatory muscle myosotis, an immune disorder that attacks the muscles of the face and neck. She was on meds and doing very well... but... we woke up Tuesday AM and she couldn't get up. Lately we (the vet and I) thought she might have some sort of neurological thing going on too, as she would shake when she woke up or when she was falling asleep --sort of a tremor like Katherine Hepburn -- so "something" had probably happened. Maybe a little stroke, maybe a tumor, maybe cancer.... there just aren't many treatment options on a dog that is 13-16 years old and in fragile health. She went downhill very fast over a 48 hour period, and told us it was time to go. Anyway, we spent the day with her holding her and telling her we loved her. She stayed until we had said all of our goodbyes in as many ways as we could think of. We got her soft ice cream and fed her Ritz crackers (those were her FAVORITE, even over a steak!) We sat outside, under the lilac bush, and enjoyed the sunshine and all the smells. We carried her out to potty, as she could only stand and walk for about 10'-15' before she had to lay down with labored breathing. Our vet, sweet woman that she is, came to the house at 8PM Tuesday night and helped her to the Bridge... I've never known such love from an animal in my life. Razzie was our heart, our healer, our love dog. She was my “million dollar dog”, a medical marvel, as she healed herself from several health problems, one being lung cancer. She was given 30 days to live over 5 years ago. Our vet was constantly amazed by her, and called her 'one of the great ones'. She filled the house with her warm soft energy, and was always right there if you were sad. She would press herself against you and you could physically feel her filling you with love. Razzie gave her whole life. She gave to everyone she met. I feel honored and blessed to have known her and shared her life. We love you Boo Boo, oh so much, and still feel you here. I am still in shock. Don't quite have my mind around it. It happened so quickly, yet she had not really been herself for a while... it is just so heart wrenchingly sad. She was SO special and so loving, it is hard to bear the days without her. Please see below for some of the things we learned from Razzie……thanks to our dear, sweet girl we are better humans. Things I’ve Learned from Razzie:
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