It is with heavy hearts that we are writing Zena’s final update. Zena was diagnosed with Canine Cognitive Dysfunction disorder, which is similar to Alzheimer’s in people. Zena spent her days and nights pacing, whining, and being lost in her own little world. Being deaf and having difficulty with her eyesight exasperated this problem. We tried our best to make her happy and comfortable. Zena did not seek out attention and did not enjoy being touched very much. She preferred to be by herself pacing or sleeping in a bedroom. The one thing she did love was food. It was her favorite part of the day. We fed her several small meals each day, and she would gobble it all down with gusto and her tail would wag the entire time. All of these things, with exception of her love for food, made us question her quality of life. As all of this was going on, Zena bit her FM as she was hooking the leash on her collar for a walk, breaking the skin and leaving bruises. Because of this and her diminished quality of life, it was decided to let Zena go to the Rainbow Bridge. She crossed over to the Rainbow Bridge as her FM held her and told her that she was loved and that she was a good girl. Little Miss Zenie Beanie, we fell in love with you the moment we saw you. We knew we were setting ourselves up for heartbreak taking in a 15 year old foster, but we felt that we could offer love and everything else a senior Golden could ever need and want. In those few and far between moments where you snuggled up with me on the couch or when you would lick my hand, we saw a glimpse of the wonderful, sweet, loving dog you once were. Your body was still healthy and spry, but your mind simply was failing. Our hearts are broken by your passing. Run free, my sweet girl, at the Rainbow Bridge. You are now free of confusion, stress, anxiety, and age related problems. You’ll meet members of the RAGOM family there too, as well as my beloved pets. Sweet Zena, we will love you and remember you forever. Love, Foster Mom Michelle and Foster Sister Cadence |