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It takes everything I have to write this. Delilah has terminal cancer. In the last weeks she has been struggling. We took her to the vet and she was diagnosed with vestibular. That is treatable. However she continued to not be able to eat with out being hand fed over a certain point in the tongue. We did x rays, blood work, urine work and the conclusion now is that she has a large mass that is pushing up into her rib cage causing organs to suffer from the pressure. She is also passing bone marrow cells into the blood stream and they are cancerous. I have been full of tears as you know how much we love her. I know the time is near when I have to take her in for the last time. This morning at 4am she walked into our bedroom for the first time in a week almost as if to say she was ready. I let her out and then we cuddled on her bed. She has now lost fifteen pounds and the doctors say there is nothing more they can do for her because her organs are so compromised. I just thought I should tell you as I know I could not make the call to speak the words without breaking out in tears. Tonight: This is how I will remember my girl. She loved the walks on our walking path or should I say runs. She went down hill fast and I could no longer watch her fail.
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