It is with great happiness and tons of happy tears I write the final update to Juniors page. I have decided to adopt him, and make him a forever member of our family! Now a letter for Junior I wanted to share.Dear Junior, You came to me many months ago broken down and full of grief, just like I was at the time. I had lost my three year old cat suddenly only days before you showed up on the plea for a foster. Something told me I had to foster you and I could not wait the four days your previous owners wanted to. I had to have you the next day, no matter what. So, after some negotiating we made the trip to meet you and your previous owners half way. All the way, I was going back and forth on whether I was ready to foster another dog, and spent the two hours fighting tears thinking of my cats passing. When we arrived the back of the van opened and inside sat a beautiful golden. The problem was you had no life in your eyes. You could not move, your hair was full of feces, and your ears looked as if there were tennis balls under them from the severe ear infection you had. We had to lift you out of the van and stand you up on the ground. You could not use your hind leg at all. I slowly approached you and reached out to pet you. You did not lean into me or even acknowledge me or anyone including your previous owners. You were broken and battered and in need of love. In that moment I knew without a doubt I could foster a dog, and whatever it was that told me I needed you, I said a silent thank you to. We did an emergency vet call and were referred to the Ames Vet Hospital. You had a hip broken in four places and a broken vertebra in your spine. We made many trips back and forth to get you well. You would not eat and in the first three weeks we had you and you lost 16 pounds. Regardless of how hungry you were you would not eat. You were checked and re-checked and nothing was found to be the cause of your not eating except your will not to. A feeding tube was put into your stomach, but we only had to use it a few times. Your eating came around and you slowly put back on the weight you needed. Your hip healed beautifully and somewhere a long the way you stole my heart. It wasn’t the nights of sleeping with you on the living room floor or the heartbreaking trips where we had to leave you in Ames, it was your sheer will to live, and love you showed me no matter how much pain you were in. You grabbed my heart and would not let go. I watched you blossom and learn to love and trust again. You most likely lived almost four years of your life in a backyard enduring the horrible Iowa weather and being thrown food from the house. You still only eat off the ground or off a clear plate or shallow bowl. I have had the privilege to know you and help you heal. What you don’t know is that you too helped me heal from losing my very first pet far too soon. I felt guilty for not being able to save him, but I could help save you. I feel like he will forever be with me, because somewhere part of him is with you. I have decided to adopt you because I feel like you are a part of this family. I have been able to watch you grow into what a dog should be. You now roll on your back, give kisses, and even bark from time to time. I am sorry you didn’t have a good life before coming into RAGOM, but I promise you the rest of you life will make up for it. There will never be a day that goes by that you will not be walked, fed, and given a million kisses. I will never walk by you without petting you, and never again will you sleep anywhere but on a soft bed. Thank you for growing to trust me, and love me. Thank you RAGOM for allowing me to be part of this wonderful organization. While challenging, helping Junior has been one of the most rewarding things I have done in my life, and I could not have done it without your help and support. Junior, I loved you the moment I saw you. Welcome to the family, you are finally safely forever home.