As a foster every dog who comes through my house teaches me some kind of lesson. Mandy taught me how you face fear and learn to love. While she suffered from the effects of living in puppy mill her whole life, she made huge steps to becoming the dog she didn't get to be for 8 years. Over the last 6 months she lost a great deal of weight but continued to eat and roll in the yard. Over the last few weeks I was not able to get her to eat and had to carry her outside. She also began to wonder like she wasn't sure where she was. As I said goodbye to her one morning before I left for work I could tell by the look in her eyes that she was tired and that it was time to let her go. Mandy left this world and went to the bridge on June 29th in her favorite spot on the sofa that had been her safe place for the 4 years she was in my home. As she passed, laying on her pink blanket a beam of sunlight shown through the window across her face. The day was very overcast and rainy. A sign that she had finally left the world that scared her so much and was being the puppy she never got the chance to be. For the rest of my life, every time I see the sun shine through the window on to the sofa I will smile and think of her playing with tennis balls, running free of her fears with all those who went before her. She was a true blessing who will forever have a place in my heart. Her beloved pink blanket is tucked away in case a day comes when another dog needs the warmth and comfort it provided.
Thank you to her sponsors for thinking she was important enough to sponsor. She will forever be watching over you from the bridge for thinking of and supporting her. To Mandy - While every day with me was difficult for you , I was proud to see you make small steps away from your fear. Run free above the storms that caused you so much anxiety, you will never be fearful for another day. I so look forward to the day I see your beautiful face again. Godspeed Sparky, please know I loved you more then you could have ever thought a human could love you. Goodbye sweet girl...
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